It is just a matter of time..

slipping away ever so slow
making me feel so low
the self belief seems to die
no matter how hard i try

the dream that began so well
and then face first to the mat i fell
just a stumbling block or a closed door
behind which lies my choice of floor

the biggest shock yet to come
when it comes it will be some
and though for now on a stall
the writing seems to be on the wall

i have now a choice to make
a difficult or two steps to take
the fight seems to be too drawn in length
and i am struggling to muster the strength

for some time now i have been stuck
finding it difficult even to blame my luck
the things just don't seem to go my way
and the dream continues to get away

whatever, it is now time to rise
for at the other end lies the prize
keep pushing hard for the prime
and hope it is just a matter of time.