Stayed up all night just for you
And yet you refuse even a view
For once at least answer my pleas
Even with just a glimpse if it is...

The beginning....

In the beginning I stayed away

Thinking that you needed time

Aware that it could all end

With a gentle feather of mine

In the beginning I let you pass

The desire to go through I did resist

At times presented a guarded self

Forced only at your insist

Every passing moment I could feel

That I was coming closer to you

Now was my time to open up

And start behaving more freely with you

Though every moment I was aware

The need to mix caution with dare

A moment’s slip even just one

And the hard work may be undone

Had at times some nervy moments

At the receiving end of a few comments
But we did nicely for a long time go

Though at times a little slow

For most part now it was smooth sailing

With hardly ever any thoughts of failing

But the good times truly have their meaning

In the restraint shown in the beginning.

Who are you

Who,who are you
tell me,tell me what do you do
where,where do you go
lead me,lead me i will follow you

I have been lost somewhere
only you can take me there
tell me,tell me where to go
lead me,lead me i will follow you

Only do i see it now
missed it so long don't know how
now we will think of what to do
lead me,lead me i will follow you

BEST WISHES

And finally it happened
what we all were waiting for
as the man with a keen sense of timing
came out with a beautiful piece of rhyming

it had been coming for some time now
we only wondered when and how
and then on a very significant day
he acknowledged his awakening in the most beautiful way

but in this day of happiness and joy
lets for some time set the end aside
and visit those old journey days
for its been a roller coaster of a ride

for those who want to know
how it started when and where
let me say what records wont show
that the flame has always been there

the road that led had some turns
but all the suffering was not in vain
for when at last the destination reached
it was worth every bit of the pain

the lips weren't allowed to leak a line
when to those who could see eyes told the story
the words that came out were i m fine
but the faces did little to hide the worry

along the way it brought some tears
took away the smile that she so gracefully wears
when silent confession met staunch denial
it was certainly a time for trial

it seemed to be over when in front of my eyes
they appeared to say their last goodbyes
trying so desperately to drown their sorrow
in whatever little time they could borrow

but then its said that there is a god
his ways far greater than yours or mine
from the shadows of this big dark cloud
came out the bright morning sunshine

for them its time for a new beginning
to enjoy life in its full meaning
all this friend of theirs wants to say
that you ll alwys have my best wishes.

Absence Seizures

Is there a soul who will help me find
a way to control these thoughts in my mind
i need someone to suggest some measures
to get rid of these absence seizures.

Goodbye

you have been special and even though
last few months have not been the best
i will make you this promise before i go
with you my heart will always rest.

Back to you

i see you after so many years
beautiful you have always been
you tell me that you missed me long
with love in your eyes that i have always seen.

across my face you gently blow
the wind,it makes my heart sway
the madness stops,time feels slow
for a moment takes all the worries away

with the rising sun at me you smile
the redness spreading over your cheeks
the feeling that i have missed for a while
for months and years,not days or weeks

you whisper to me through the birds
spoken as if to someone dear
slowly you let go of the words
it seems only for me to hear

all these days that i have been gone
deprived of the freshness and the view
how special you are my beautiful dawn
truly realised after coming back to you.